WMRTWO

New FLNGS and a movie coming soon. 

Instagram: WMRTWO

6 second sneak peaks on Vine: Chase Lisbon

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  Hello. I have been away so long. In the 12 years that I have been working in this business, I have never been absent like this. The movie has taken over every aspect of my life. It's a bit like the house from The Shining, and seems to have a mind of it's own. I hope that my absence is understandable. The past couple of years have absolutely been the most trying times of my life, and can see that I'm not alone in that. A lot has happened, and I can't get into everything now. I just want to say I'm still alive and surviving. feel strong in my core. 'm grateful for the chance to test my strength and perseverance. I'm grateful for the hardships for the wisdom that I've gained. Things are coming together through it all. I think of it all as the cocoon phase and the butterfly gives me hope.

  One of the stars of the movie passed away in September, and I am honestly conflicted about it on so many levels. I'm not sure what to say about it.She was a friend of mine more than a model, and I just don't know how to handle it on a personal or professional level. It was a hard blow to me and anyone that knew her. I think... Some people you meet and they shine. There's just that. And everyone that knew her knows this. It's one of those lights that you don't expect to ever go out. I guess this paragraph is the closest I've come to dealing with it outside of my mind and conversations with a few mutual friends. She visited me in a dream and had a lot of things to say, and that helped me understand some things better.  It's been a couple of months now, and I guess time has equipped me with the energy to to face it a little better. I don't know what else I can say at this time, as I'm slightly aware that this blog is not a therapist. Good memories seem to make me feel a bit of guilt at times, for it's hard to separate that happiness from the tragedy of the situation. I don't know. Let your thoughts land on the light.  This is a very difficult realm to navigate. That's enough for now...  don't know. I don't even know how I feel about putting my sentiments for a person on the internet. 

  The movie... I don't know what the world will think of it. I just know that it's my soul and psyche exposed . I don't even know that there is a separation between the movie and myself anymore. I was living in the set for so long, and although I have moved back to civilization, I am still living in that world. The death of dreams, relationships and a person. I hope that people can feel the amount of love, pain, energy, and loss that went into it. I've been living in this pain and fear frequency for a long time. I'll come out of it on top.   A lot to say ... I'm not feeling so expressive tonight but wanted to get on and say hello. Let you know I'm alive and deep in the lab. When everything is complete, I will be back with full vigor and make up for lost time. Everything that seemed cumbersome or difficult before has become something I look forward to doing again in the future.

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Lauren Wk. Full set on Supercult.com

"Baby it's slow
When lites go low
There's no help no

Baby it's slow
When lites go low
There's no help no...

If I jerk- the handle

You'll die in your dreams..."

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It's been a loooooong time since I put up a set on Zivity! I am not sure why I added an exclamation point to the end of that sentence. I probably should have saved it for another sentence. You know what, I think I will just use two in this letter. I'm going to throw it in when you aren't expecting it. Maybe I'll do some avant-garde grammar. Throw that little fucker right in the middle of a sentence.  Well the point of! all this is to announce that I have a new set up. It's a set of Mosh. Mosh is an awesome model to work with and she's one of the co-stars of our feature length movie "We Must Remain the Wildhearted Outsiders." More on that later!

Ok, so... another custom outfit by Purrfect Pineapples!

http://tinyurl.com/zivitymosh
It's in the Playboy contest. One night I was partying a little too hard in NY and we decided to tattoo something on my foot (which has like over 30 party tattoos). We were trying to pick between the Black Flag bars and the Playboy bunny. We decided on the BF bars, but we couldn't remember off hand if the first bar was up or down... so we went with the bunny. He forgot to mention he had already started the bars... and he forgot to mention that he had NO IDEA how to draw a playboy bunny. So... I ended up with a Playboy bunny that looks like a tooth with an eye... and it's looking at ONE black flag bar.  Yes, my foot looks like a drunk version of the back page of a yearbook for slow kids.
The full set is also up at Supercult.com and TheMoshroom.com Hey, thanks for listening to my rambles. We get lonely out here in the mountains.

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Hello everyone! here are a few pictures taken from the set of WMRTWO.  We had 24 hours to find and paint all of the furniture and knick-knacks for the set.I was really freaking out on how we were going to get it all built in time for the two models we had coming into town for the scene. Apnea and me were out spray-painting everything lavender and pink in the dark all night. We ended up with my favorite room ever, so we are thinking of using it as our bedroom when we get out of this hell they call the Bible belt. It looks like a room Liberace would have made if he had adopted a kid.

Please check out the rest of this photo set at Supercult.com or Apneatic.com !

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An older picture from Supercult.com.

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